You know what people never do? They never ask themselves what the hell just happened. Not like you would when you have no clue but more as in anaylzing themselves.

Like...I never used to care about my apperance or what my friends thought. I used to tell them to shut up and now I wouldn't dare for "hurting" their feelings. Drives me nuts how i went from wild child neon pink wearing to ...blah. But yeah...

I have no clue who I am or what I should do. Lately, I think I wanna play with dead people. Not like play but work with them as a corner. Sounds interesting.

But back to the point! Hello self.

We've been 15 years in the making and life is just starting to get interesting again.

Boys still suck ass but they also make awesome pillows. Hmm, maybe I should convince Andrew to dress up as a pillow.

I also have discovered I can watch Romeo and Juliet and get involved with the sotry instead of wondering what the hell just happened. I used to love reading but my love ahs changed to music. I love being able to feel the music. Makes me happy - in some weird sort of way.